Life learnings

Let's start with morning when Light came into my room I felt delighted but after that I heard  Noise came from the strairs of fighting  They were looking down my mom In various ways but instead of fighting I Only knelt to down with my hands closed  But still looked me down by saying  That you are existing on this Earth to  Kneel down. But after then i thought why is  powerful always steps over the weak in every way Physically mentally, financially and by using sharp edge tongue. Why weak feels disheartened and that powerful feels encouraged and superior  After that he thinks that he can control  Everything and everyone on this planet  He also speaks by his sharpen tongue by  Using his filthy sharp mind. That day I cried alot and hadn't slept whole night and I decided unconsciously that  In near future I have to win 

Yesterday, when I reached home 🏘️ from work then I took some rest after that call from colleague come friend came. I picked up that call but after that I realised I don't wanna talk to anybody because it's feel like that everything drains out my energy in position or negative way. I feel tired after that cuz it's make me unbalanced at that moment. I really want to calm at that moment but I got frustrated.  So i decided to stay away from other people in an emotionally manner. I know there are very great and good people present on this heaven body called earth but I want to one sided observe them learn and inhibit their good qualities in myself without actually physically indulging with them. During rainy season i pleased to look at the beauty of trees, it's like they are feeling happy with rain and showing their smile to me in a pleasant manner. It is their energy which is healing and converting my bad energy to good energy  I know people are also part of Nature but I d...

Dead day come when something hit my brain nerves. it's all okay I don't mind but i am minding when I said I don't mind. I have got nothing from my self and it's damn hurting my brain cell then my whole head is hurting and my body is not working, recently I have gone lazy and tired with the problems those always come around me test me and make me mad. All problems are laughing at me cuz they have won and i lost again and it's hurting my brain cell I don't have good thoughts to figure it out  What's happening with my damn donkey brain  I have been searching that why brain is controlling everything  What ever I hear ,see, feel ,sense, taste, smell goes into my damn brain and that fucking brain makes wierd thoughts and reaction and emotions  I have been recently getting jealous of those who have got damn good brains  With that they are multiplying their money Everybody said that we have got same damn brain of same weight and nerves  But then what making us diff...

I don't know much about life  But we have to work on words  cuz words are sharp edge of knife Can pierce someone's heart without actually doing it Still there are some situations we use our sharp tongue to put someone down in an  Argument and we feel ourselves great  But i remember now  That it makes free from all burden  Cuz words  can be used wisely To melt someone's heart  To break down huge Wall that People make around them Words can be used to share someone's  Sadness in difficult times  To make them feel that they are not alone  Words can be used to show your hatred  When someone's doing wrong Words can be used in crying When you feel down  Words are nothing but bottle of emotions  When this bottle gets fill Then it exploded and break down the Silence sourrounds us.

One day I have started to observe somebody very closely, I have found theirs eyes weary and  Sad  like they cried alot over weak  Problems and strong ones also  It's making me curious about their  Pains , I can feel every pain through eyes and  Their tears melt down my stone heart But they can't see me or feel me  Because they don't me  It's been a strange for while that  I don't want everything for a while  Cuz observing them give me  Deep satisfaction even if i feel Disheartened I feel enlighten  As a candle light enlighten the dark room It's a like earthling falls in love with  Bright sun 🌄  But it's out of my reach But i will not run away  Cuz everything has own its way I will meet them when  day and night meet  siting by the beautiful sea Even if it is out of my reach 

I have started to know that  Much I have got ,got what i deserve from This  beautiful life it is making me   feel strengthen and giving me abilities  Like a medicine 💊 I have been struggling since the  Day I have been juggling  With the situations I know  All of that's happening for some reason  But I don't know the fucking reason  It's been a while that one thought  Came into my mind that some people  Are stars and some are earthlings  Stars are shining brightly far high From earthlings, they are happy to see  The earthlings are praising and worshipp Them highly  The bright stars🌟 don't know if earthlings gone busy, who gonna at the bright sky At night  Still I am wondering around that That one day die who gonna look  At beauty of pale moon in winter Night